Sometimes I feel like a failure My plans have not panned out
I’m still waiting for the position I will never get here in California ,for I’m to different for the crowd . I feel so different that maybe I should just walk into the wilderness and maybe find more peace!
But my gut feeling is ,,, that they are the different ones and I’m just fine. I did find a new thing and that is the Christian God .
I have been baptized into anew world I can only dream off. For in the end when my last breath has been taken the lord will take me and then I will see real paradise…